Starting off slow
Little bit confused due to the fact that I don't know
Where am I everything's grey and blurry
And I'm stuck in the middle running now but no where to go
Lost in my mind, in time? Am I fine? Am I dead
is it the AM? Am I gonna wake up in bed?
Breathing hard but breathing still
Stop for a sec turn around and see the hill.
Feel like I'm not alone
gotta get away from everything even though I am prone
To have danger find me
Can't run away from what I can't see
Therefore running to what I can is the only option for this man
Stranger things have happened than this
The hill looks inviting in a time such as this
Run toward it as it runs towards me
Despite the wide space i don't feel free
I see a sign with no words
In my head the message is heard
I will be safe in the house
A house appears as it leaves my mouth
House on the hill
Start to climb but lost the will
Gotta find it as I think this
The thing is behind me unseen but still with
The need to feed
I feel the greed
With a heave I start to fill my lungs with air
as I climb the hill
As I climb
My mind drifts and so do I
I drift up as if I was flying high or water surrounds me
I can't feel my feet
I'm stuck in grey now I'm stuck in deep
Sure enough I'm in the deep
Ocean cold all around
Suck the life as I float around
I know I'm not alone still
Something grabs me and pulls me down
Down down down don't stop
Glance at my arm try to pinch
But can't harm
Myself help my skin hard as a rock
I can still breathe it's a mystery
I feel a pain it feels real to me
My mind shifts and I hear
a faint buzzing a light year
Away i blink and I'm back to grey blink again and I'm awake
Numbness in my feet and hands
Hard to think I don't understand
I'm in a daze
a sharp Pain
shooting straight
up my leg.
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